Saturday, April 12, 2008

waves of memories.

tonight i enjoyed by last fusion vespers for a long time. as i stood there, surrounded by most all of andrews, and surrounded by people i truly care about, i felt a moment of sadness. just knowing that, that moment would probably never be again. it makes me think about some clouds i saw today. they were formed like waves in the sky. it's kind of like my life; a wave merely and continually crashing down, moving constantly; always changing.

i have to realize that it's just not at fusion that i will realize these priceless moments, they are all around me, all the time.

today was just a great day. a spontaneous and random day...but those are always the best ones. i had the chance to visit my friend's farm. which coming from la to michigan was one thing, but being on a real farm was a whole other dimension, so to speak. but very cool! i kind of envy her life, so simple. we all had such a great time tracing through her acre upon acre of land on four wheelers. it was a blast. another day to add to my wonderful memories.

experiencing all these things, feeling all these feelings. are making me realize another thing, it's going to be really hard to say good-bye to it all, come at the end of may.

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