finals week

so it's finally here. the week most student dread and crave at the same time. but here i am not really worried about school. all i can really think about is what the future will hold. so many things are changing. i'm having to start saying good-byes to all the people who are departing campus before me. it's really hard. i feel like i've connected with so many people this semester, and i'm truly going to miss all of them.

on another note...plans have once again changed with my mission year. but i am not discouraged. i know God has a plan, and i am going to follow that plan until the end. so pohnpei is out of the picture and now the island of chuuk is up in the air. so we'll see. i just hope to have this figured out soon.

with all these changes in my life i can't help but wonder what will happen with certain situations. it's my nature to wonder. i'm having paranoia issues...and i know they're stupid. i just need to focus on what's in front of me and what i have now. cause those things are concrete and trusting those things is probably for the best.