the end is so near...

only two more weeks to go, and then i'll be back on the west coast. i have so many mixed feelings about this. i want to stay, but at the same time i'm looking forward to spending time w/ my friends back home. i feel that i have to much to do before thailand, so many people to see and spend time with. it's going to one full summer, actually more like a full 1 1/2 months. it's going to be so hard to say good bye to everyone, probably one of the hardest good byes i ever had to do.

things realized

i don't understand sometimes this thing called life. sunday made me realized how hard good bye is going to be. not just to certain people but this place. the time i spent here, the memories i made will never be the same. but the good news i have the future to look forward to. i just need to be strong. i hope i can do this.

thailand?

perhaps. that may be where am headed next august. pohnpei, micronesia didn't end up happening. but for some odd reason i'm okay with it. i honestly feel that God is closing and opening doors constantly in my life. and if micronesia wasn't in His plans, then so be it. i'm ready for whatever He has in mind. either way, no matter where i go He'll be there and that's all that matters.